operation ~ 8.28.1986/age 16
facelessfaces;
neon smiles with bunrt out lights
a place to hide
fall out of sight -
stream of consciousness;
I babble, brook.
it comes and goes, constant flu
nowhere to cry
nothing to do.
no hand to hold, no shoulder for leaning
no open arms waiting when no one's around
looking all over,
screaming out loud.
deafening wail, the sound, ignored
the mind, disturbed
a wake for the pain
nothing left to lose, nothing there to gain
needing new idientities, none found.
waiting for the start
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